our training's almost done/ the graduation's near/ the experience of loosing the diversion of my memory/ has led to no conclusion/ other than i motion silently/ when an instance i recall {or should recall, i mean} arises, i can't delay/ i cannot get caught; defy the ailments/ i wonder where they come from/ i wonder where they come from/ i wonder what the hell they'll do with me when i'm older/ i'll stumble through the market forgetting what the hell i've come there for/ defy the ailments