Sorry it turned out like this, I guess it s time for us to take our own separate ways. All I can do is pray that you would make the right decisions and never lose sight of what is real. All the time I wonder why it turned out like this. It doesn t matter, it s in god s hands. You re losing your grip on reality. You don t know what s real and what is rally in your head. You haven t learned, you never will, unless you let god do what he wants and not what you want to do.