This is not my fault. I tell myself that so I don t go. It s not like you didn t know. I just put myself down from so far away. I m fading out. My time is counting down. There s nothing for me here. There s nothing in this cold heart. There s something to die for and it s tearing me apart. There s a scream in the distance. There s a deafening silence. You can t just know what I m feeling. I have to take you there and I can t stop myself. I don t want to see. I don t want to hear. There s nothing for me here. There s nothing in this cold heart. There s something to die for and it s tearing us apart. There s a long-winded answer. There s a long, endless battle. You can t just know what I m feeling. I have to take you there and I can t stop myself. If I don t quit this now, we ll all be lost or dead, but that takes too long when your best guess is wrong. You want to see this through? I don't want anything, but a bit of comfort to make these times worth something. I don t want know. I don t want anything