I was scared of losing you and I still am
But now youre out of my life after trying as hard as I can
And I dont even know my true feelings for you
But theyre a lot stronger than I ever knew
You gave my life something different and fun
You were my light, my sun
And after you left like I knew you would
I thought I couldnt go on but I realized that I should

Theres so many feeling Ive kept inside
Because of your harsh words that make me run and hide
You hoot and scream at me everyday
Im scared of this side of you in every way
But I still have this love for you in my heart
Yet I cant wait til the day we part

Im sorry for acting the way I did
But there was nothing else I could do, you treat me like a kid
Im not the person you see in your mind
Im a lot better than that, more polite and more kind
And you continue to degrade me like you do
Im sorry Im not as good as you
But thats not the way I like to be
So get used to it cause this is me

But

Theres so many feeling Ive kept inside
Because of your harsh words that make me run and hide
You hoot and scream at me everyday
Im scared of this side of you in every way
But I still have this love for you in my heart
Yet I cant wait til the day we part

I look forward to the days were we dont talk
Everyday I pass you and I continue to walk
I can hear you mumble something to me
And I turn around expecting you to snicker at my personality
But you end up flashing me a smile
And say, Wow, we havent talked in a while
You act like you truly care about what I think of you
But I know better to believe that and I know its not true

But

Theres so many feeling Ive kept inside
Because of your harsh words that make me run