Sometimes old habits die hard and I don't know how I've managed to live like this but I have
It's a lust for the spur at the moment
It makes me content
If I could change it I would

The problem solver was cut short
Shortcut for a quick getaway
It's always easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission

Too many lips have graced me and at times I'm ok with that
Then again at times I'm dying to kiss your lips once more
I wish I could find a peace to this war
If I could put my weapons down I would

And too many times I've had to suffer
I've had to feel what it is like to be at war with myself
To be at war with your love
To be at war without your love