I don't wanna live, but I don't wanna die
Bearing my cross while listening to lies
Walking through life, sitting on a fence
My testimony seems so small miniscual and dence
Why was I chosen when I'm one big crutch
Why was I chosen I think it's too much

I don't wanna be the one who turns away
I don't wanna be like Judas who betrayed
There is just one think that I wanna ask
"Jesus act up in me, Jesus act up fast"

I can't stand the thorns in my side
At least they keep me humble, while they tear at my sides
I feel likethe chicken, the one who wimped out
Has the cock crowed three times or only just two
I'm in this malitia through the war has been won acting in flesh
I must stop it's all done

I would die for what I live for
I've been doing it for years
Though sometimes I seem to compramise by living in fear
What am I afraid of for God is at my side
More power in his stratiagies
The dreams that I can dream to be

More perfect, and precious
I love my Lord for giving me eternity
And our jolly rewards...