there is no question of my faith. this beginning ending life. there is a black and white divide, fine line of gray inside. destroying all my self belief. ending quickly. i want to kiss the sky you breathe. i need the taste just one more time. and i stand alone. the sickness burying my feet. i see through your lies and you'll perish. i wish this would go away. we shouldn't end up like this together. frustration, no end. i wish we could just begin forever, but there seems no resolve. destroying all what once begotten. it's not your fault or my fault. it's just the course which our lives have taken. now something's rotting inside. how can we repair what's still decaying. screaming for resolution. instructions from the next place. i lay my body down, parasites feeding off flesh. rotting, preparing my own death. waiting to awake from this trance. i will not be left behind. will you be with me forever? festuring moments in time. suggestions made to stand triumphant. eternity reflects my mind. body rejects, impulse i'm waking. just one hope in my eyes. resolve these matters from the outside. i'm waiting for consomation. i'm waiting for you confrontation. heaven, we found the truth in dieing time.